hold my hand and everything will be alright.♥

this blog is less personal. maybe just for now. but its another way to escape- into a place, where i can just be me. 100% me. because here, where i am- right now i am forced beyond my will, to be 100% the opposite of who i am, who i really am. there are these simple times, like right now- in the digital world where i can say anything i want. and if somebody judges, i can delete them forever. isnt it ironic how something digital is simple. isnt it ironic that they say i have the best smile, but everyone likes this other girl? isnt it ironic, that the girl that is the most out going seems to have the best life in the world and is building up an empire, but really is breaking down and tearing apart from the disease (called love)? isnt it ironic that the person you want to talk to the most, isnt able to communicate with you in the way you wanted? isnt it ironic that when you get a new cellphone, you should be really careful with it- but i put it in my safest pocket when i went to use the restroom and it fell out into the toilet? isnt it ironic that when it fell it got a huge crack in the screen and water started seeping through? (that last one wasnt ironic, but shouldnt be left out) isnt it ironic that God had put two people together on this earth so they could belong, but forgot to pair us up together perfectly? isnt it ironic that i am here now, and you are reading this? yes, it really is.(: but through all the irony, it doesnt matter. because you and i are here, and if you hold my hand, everything will be okay.♥